~Beautiful Lie

Little Kaninchen loves 30 Seconds to Mars…. They make me think… think about D/s.

I was listening to another song and it inspired me to write this. I feel like this song is talking about a vanilla marriage, my vanilla marriage. Mr Fox and I always had a great marriage.  Sir and I were the couple that had that special something.. He put me up on that pedestal. He was always the Dominant one. I was always submissive. This changed as years went by.

We had children and suddenly I live for them only. My husband he works to make sure we have a home and everything we needed. I worked and he worked constantly to achieve the things that we are told that we should want, the big house the cars, kids and private schools. We lost us…. There was a power struggle due to he traveled for work. I was “the boss” when he was not there. I had to be strong because I was both parents 75% of the time… Boy, I was wrong… The more I fought for control the more miserable I became…The more robotic our marriage became. Sex was once a month and was also very vanilla. Communication became yelling and accusing to the point we couldn’t communicate about anything important. I was lost and sad… I felt betrayed… The dream was dashed. The almost perfect marriage we both worked for was slipping out of our fingers… It was a Beautiful Lie…. We fell for it… We worked our ass’ of for what?…..Just to end up strangers and empty nest divorcee’s… UGH!

I was disappearing, I was checking out….. UNTIL… I read something, a book……

Fifty Shades of Grey. I read and read and read…. HEY, I can have this… and I did! 

Lyrics to A Beautiful Lie:

Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
‘Cause this is just a game

It’s a beautiful lie
It’s a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful lie makes me

It’s time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don’t ask too much the same
‘Cause this is just a game

It’s a beautiful lie
It’s a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful lie makes me
Lie, beautiful, oh

Everyone’s looking at me
I’m running ’round in circles
Plagued with a quiet desperation’s building higher
I’ve got to remember this is just a game

So beautiful, beautiful
It’s a beautiful lie
So beautiful, beautiful
It’s a beautiful lie

So beautiful, beautiful
It’s a beautiful lie
So beautiful, beautiful
It’s a beautiful lie

It’s a beautiful lie
It’s a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful lie makes me

Did you fall for the Beautiful Lie to? 

Are you there? Are you aching inside? Do you want more? Do you want magic? Do you want to find you again? Do you want to help him find his strength again? We all want a leader…. We want to be taken care of… We want used for his pleasure and appreciated for our submission. Find your strength on your knees.

This lie is not heard by all… Just some chosen ones… like me.

Find your submissive here, on subMrs… Your Dominant on husDOM.com .

Can’t wait to hear from you… Little Kaninchen

PLAYLIST ALERT! Put this song on your playtime playlist!