I wanted to share my journey and how I got here… If one other woman reads this blog/Website and it makes her feel like it’s alright to want this lifestyle then it’s done its job.
Where to start? At the beginning of course. Well like all of you I read a book called “Fifty Shades of Grey”.
I ate up every word. I chewed it swallow it and absorbed it… Quickly finished all three books. As I read about Anastasia and Christian’s communication through their sexual power exchange. It spoke to me deeply. Not only did I want the scenes, I wanted the honesty. Honesty with myself and my husband. First of all, let me put it out there… I love my husband and children very much. I needed to be honest about what I wanted. What I’ve wanted always. In our early twenties, my husband put me on a pedestal so high I couldn’t see the ground. By our mid-twenties, we had our first child. Thirty, our second child came along. We were going through the motions of doing the “perfect family.” What society deems acceptable. I was letting go… I was frustrated and lonely even when my husband was home. Even if we separated I would have always loved my husband…We have something others do not. I felt like time was running out. I didn’t want to waste any more time just getting by… Not having that spark any longer… I needed to go after what was in my heart… Make the most of the time we still have…
I blogged for me and to journal my dynamic.
I have found myself in my submission, found the Dominate in my husband… Now I have found subMrs™, my Warren, a community we are building to lead into this new dynamic of Married submissive & Married Dominants, D/s-M.
I want to yell it from the rooftops… This is magic !!!!!