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Wants and Needs
I want to let go.
I want to be vulnerable.
I want to get out of my head.
I want to relax.
I want to trust.
I want to listen.
I want to learn.
I want to communicate.
I want to kneel.
I want to journal.
I want to have downtime.
I want to have playtime.
I want to explore.
I want to feel fulfilled.
I WANT THIS D/s!I NEED to realize that what I WANT, I can have, as soon as I stop being greedy.
I NEED to remember that Sir has promised to give this all to me, as long as I relinquish the control.
I NEED to require more of myself and allow Sir to guide me in order to build our dynamic to fit us. -
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What’s holding you back?
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I was very frustrated and hurt yesterday when I wrote this (Sir and I had a very bad downtime the night before)…it is more of a written reminder of what Sir and I are striving for. Yes, there are somethings on that list that I am still working on and with those things, it is usually myself that is holding me back. This process is not easy and sometimes it makes you raw with emotion. I was in a tail spin yesterday and had to ground myself.
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Hugs!
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We had a very good downtime last night and got back on track…it’s all good again. Thanks hun!
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Glad everything is going well.
Strangely enough the same thing happened to us 3 days ago.
Hugs bugs
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