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My first spanking
I have never processed stress and anxiety well. My husband and I have been together over twelve years very vanilla. I also have never been able to express my self well needs desires etc. However after a long while of daily argument’s power struggles you name it I had spent weeks researching online for answer’s. LK’s posts n blog spoke directly to what I had not been able to express. I went to my husband and tried to explain what I wanted needed and desired. I knew I got his attention once I seem him sit his phone down and smile. He listened not askimv me anything and then it was as if the whole conversation was over. I went on about my nightly routine with our four kids. He laid in bed back on his phone. I walked in to the bed room and he was standing by the door. He closed the door and walked me to the bed he sat down and said lay across me. I said yes sir. He started to smack. The first impact I could feel my stress and anxiety almost begin to melt my mind and thought’s slowed the harder he got. Then he smacked the inside of my leg making spread my leg’s he pulled my panties down and touched me in all our years together I had never been so wet it was my light bulb moment I had been to embarrassed to be honest with myself or him about what I needed and in that moment I felt renewed and of course more aroused than I had ever been. He always said I was a prude I just always avoided the whole sex topic, I felt like something was wrong with me for what I was wanting.
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I too crave the spankings, and I tend to get out of line without them…
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He now as a morning routine will spank me before he leaves for work not as a punishment but he sees it sets my mood off right for the day, center’s me and of course gets me good and longing for him. He usually will get my good a close to an O a few times and stop when I ask and says no. This drives me crazy but is teaching how to control them.
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We are in the beginning and I am still guiding since I am the one asking for him to be my dom. I am already addicted when I don’t get my morning set I feel anxiety and on edge all day I find myself picking at my finger’s and chewing the inside of my lip.
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