Journal Prompts

[Unknown Member]

“This week’s submissive journal prompt is regarding Father’s Day, kinda….. In our submission journal this week let’s write about a fantasy, one about role play, you can do a Daddy role play fantasy, where he spanks his bad girl….. If the daddy thing is NOT your thing, then write about any role play scenario that you desire. Then the next downtime let your Sir read it. You can plan on acting this out or maybe it’s something to do little by little until you are more comfortable with role play.”

I dont consider myself very creative, in writing I have a hard time coming up with scene ideas. Also, Im not into the Daddy role play, but I have wrote down a scenario that I have dreamed about a few times here recently! I think that it fits Grey and I because of who we are! 🙂 I hope you enjoy this!

We are in a pickup truck, and Grey is driving us down backroads, like we use to just to get away together, and a small smile forms on his face. In his eyes, I see the reflection of the empty road ahead and the trees passing by, but I can see that he’s seeing something else.
As I’m looking at him, he looks over at me and asks, “What my Luna?” I smile, and his smile widens… What?? I shake my head and say nothing. That innocent light in his eyes somehow flicks off, and is replaced by another light… A small fire. So, I ask him, what are you thinking Grey?
I know that look, and suddenly my mood shifts. I look into his eyes, but then I look down as I blush. He puts his hand on my leg, but I take it off. He seems a little thrown off, but then I put my hand on his belt buckle and start undoing his pants. I’ve done this a couple of times before, but this time was different, he lets out a small whimper and I start to throw myself on him, suddenly fueled by that vulnerability that, for me, comes out sparingly. There’s hot air coming in from the windows, but we are already sweating, so we don’t care. The truck goes off the road a bit, but he recovers, only to pull off the road completely and park along a small river surrounded by trees.
Now I’m fully straddling him, and he’s getting touchy, and we somehow managed to find ourselves in the back seat between laughs, and then through the window into the bed of the truck. Where he cuffs my hands and feet to something on the truck and I have very little movement. The sun has set, and the sky is a million colors of orange, red, pink, and a weird purple on the edges. The air is warm, but there is a breeze. We go until the sky is a dark-blue and now we are both on our backs and he releases my cuffs and we are watching the stars. We are giggling here and there about some of the things we have done in the past, innocent memories and then some not so innocent. I feel safe and warm, even though the night’s chill has started to settle in. He pulls me closer to him, and we go once more under the light of the full moon, its more serious and intense than with the light of day, more eye contact, and I feel every single part of my skin he touches like a shock of electricity. Eventually, I lay my head on his chest, and he wraps his arm around me, and we both drift to sleep.

We have not done this yet, but I think that Grey will love the idea and we may be able to get a sitter for the girls over night one night and have a night to ourselves and make this happen!!! 🙂 Thank you for reading!!

Luna

[star-SirJustin]

I love this, Luna! Reminds me so much of our early days of sneaking around. Hehe. I miss that fun, but maybe with your encouragement via fantasy, we can make it happen again someday. Love it!
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[Unknown Member]

Star,
Thank you! I remember sneaking around before and it was so much fun and I miss it and it is so much harder now with kiddos around 🙂 I got faith you can make it happen!!

Luna

[Unknown Member]

Luna,

I love your post. The setting is beautiful with the warm air and the river. I hope this fantasy comes to life for you!

Warm regards,
Belle

[Unknown Member]

Belle,
Thank you! We are what we call River Rats lol We are at the river any chance we get. Hopefully, more this summer than last year since I was working all the time then!

Luna

[Unknown Member]

I’m going to say sorry in advance because this is kinda long…
The prompt that LK posted on Forgiveness for this week was posted at the right time in my life because I am ready to forgive my “sperm donor”. A little back story on this topic before I post my prompt… When I was little the man that help create me was given a choice because he would only come see me once every few months and my mother gave him a choice, well he chose to stay out instead of step up and be a “father”. It wasnt until I was twelve that I was told about him and by this time my mother had already found a man that stepped up to the plate and raised me as his own. But I still felt a form of abandonment because I wanted to know why he didnt want to be apart of my life…was there something wrong with me? I asked myself that daily for years. All of this was the main cause of my depression and it was affecting me negatively and Grey and I have changed that. It no longer will be able to affect me!
Just being able to write this out has been freeing for me, I never thought that I would be able to reach this stage in my life but Thanks to Grey, LK, my subbie sisters and this community, I am stronger now than I ever have been before. This has had such a big impact on my life that I wanted to share it with everyone here!

To: my “sperm donor”

Over the past fifteen years I have tried over and over again, to get to know you… but you never put in the effort to do the same in return. About a month or so ago I decided that I was done putting in all the effort and only getting hurt in return. Two months ago, I was not ready to let it all go, but at this moment in time I have let it go and I am ready to forgive you.
Around 27 years ago you were given a choice to either be in my life more than once every few months or to stay out completely…and you decided to walk out of my life. Then, at the age of twelve my mother finally told me about you…and it took me about two years for me to agree to meet you, because it turned my world upside down. Even though you met me you never stepped up or tried to get to know me…no phone calls for holidays or my birthday. Every day I wondered what was so wrong with me that you, my birth father, didn’t want to get to know me. At sixteen I drove an hour to where you were living with your wife and some of my brothers and sisters, to try again and even with all of my efforts you still did not try. Not even when me and my now husband were living only two blocks away from you when I was nineteen… but I forgive you for it all. I tried again when I was about twenty years old and pregnant with my first child, and again nothing in return from you. It was also around this time that I found out that you were doing drugs when I was a baby and that drugs were also the reason you lost my youngest baby brother to Child Services and he was adopted out… but I forgive you for this as well! I also hope that if and when he finds out that he will be able to forgive you just like I am doing now. I hope that he doesn’t have to wonder why like I did throughout life.
I no longer ask why anymore, because I now know why, you just don’t care! You never cared, if you did you would have never left in the first place. I have let it go, and I am now forgiving you for it all. I am taking control of my life and happiness, what you did will never cause me any pain again. I Forgive You!!

Best wishes

Thank you for reading!!

Luna

Here are a couple of quotes that I like that go with forgiveness!

“Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future.”
-Paul Boose
“Forgive others, not because they deserve forgiveness, but because you deserve peace.”
-Johnathan Lackwood Huie