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It feels so right
A few years ago my husband brought up the idea of male chastity. He had an addiction to masturbation and he wanted me to have control of his orgasms. We tried that a couple times for a few months at a time. And while it was fun, I just couldn’t get into it. He was left feeling a little down from it because I didn’t respond the way he was expecting. Two weeks ago I told him that I wanted to be the submissive. We have been experimenting with lots of non-vanilla sex over the last 19 years and this was just another experiment, I thought.
Yesterday I had more than a few tasks to accomplish for my Sir. We have a landscaping business and I needed to help him out a two of them. I also knew a few chores that needed to get done at home, as well as a few rules to follow. The old me would have been bitter and found many excuses and justifications as to why I couldn’t do the things he asked me to. I even got home and then left again to fulfill a requirement. this would NEVER have happened before. I WANT and DESIRE to please him, in any way I can. And we just started!
I have read many religious books on submission and I have learned a lot, but when I truly submitted to him sexually, it all suddenly fell into place. Because this is not a common topic in my circles, I was so glad to have found this site and the support and information. You have really helped deepen our already amazing marriage. I didn’t think it could have gotten any better, but it has!
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Holy Moly! What a day! Here’s the short version.
After questioning whether we were going to fast, my Sir and I had a great heart to heart about me trusting him. I realized where I needed to let go some more, (there always seems to be more to let go) and he encouraged me to trust him. After 3 kids and almost 19 years of marriage, I think that’s fair.
Backstory, he made me pick a random number on his phone app and I picked 44. Unfortunately that number was how many times I would have to get close to orgasm before I could have a real one. I was only up to 25 today, but he put me on top, told me to edge and then made me go over,(thankfully he thought of putting in the gag first.) I had an incredible (emotional and physical), orgasm, followed by a few minutes of sobbing (pretty normal for me after something like that). He showed me again that I can trust him. That he knows what I need and can provide it. I don’t know if it is bad form to brag, but I can’t help it.
I am so thankful for a group of like-minded individuals that I can tell this too. I don’t have anyone else that would understand!
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Thanks for sharing illprincess, sounds like an awesome time. It’s so easy for some of us to go too fast instead of trusting our Sirs know best and just letting them lead. (I’m guilty….). But part of submission is letting go… (As hard as it is when you want something so much). We do have to trust our Sir knows best. There may be a reason he’s going so slow and know that slow will last where fast may not, something I’ve had to learn over and over again…..
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I love hearing others relate wonderful stories about their partners. Hooray for you and your Sir!
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