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Spiralling
Spiralling
I’m spiralling, I know it and I can’t seem to stop. I am worried, our new dynamic has come to a standstill, it seems all kink and no substance now. I crave the connection between Master and me…the need to be dominated runs deep, a primal, ancient craving for my Master. Yet the Vanilla world with it’s demands through work and children appears to have stopped our journey. We have fallen back into old habits.
My submission is slipping, I know. Childish behaviour, rude comments and ignoring Him, all attempts from me to try and rekindle my Master’s dominance over me. All seems lost, communication is failing…I spiral deeper into misery…
You’re home from work, I keep reading my book, acknowledging you briefly. You greet the children, see them settled and quietly command: bedroom now!
I go to our bedroom, against protocol I sit on the bed to wait. What’s the point of assuming my position now, our D/s lifestyle has burned out already…
When you enter the room I defiantly look at you, challenging your dominance. Leaning over you grab a fistful of hair, pulling me up roughly and turn me away from you. I am pushed unceremoniously against the closed door, my head yanked backwards as your weight holds me in place. I feel your other hand pull down my trousers, you insert 2 fingers into my unsuspecting pussy and your thumb into my ass.
You hold me like this, waiting patiently until I stop struggling against you.
When you start to speak, I listen closely…the old you is back!
I am very disappointed in you and I will not tolerate insubordination. From this moment on you will revert to protocol. For the rest of this week, when the children are in bed, I will hold you like I am holding you right now, until I feel your mind and body surrender to me.
Your brattish behaviour deserves punishment. You will kneel in your position in front of me, every night from tonight until Sunday and watch me masturbate. Your behaviour makes you undeserving of your Master’s cock and cum. You will not masturbate yourself or touch yourself in a sexual manner at any time. Once I am finished, you will recite your pledge to me again and apologize for your behaviour.
On Monday we will have an extended downtime to discuss what has happened and where we go from here.
Are my instructions clear?
I relax into your strong grip and desite my deep disappointment in myself I happily answer: Yes Master, thank you.
You have taken control and stopped me spiralling further. Master, You have my eternal gratitude and undying submission!
As you let go of me I drop into my position at your feet, my submissive heart at peace again. -
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