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Shopping & Spanking
This weekend we had several moments that were huge for me and in showing how far we’ve each come.
First was two in one. He had been out of town all week for work and it was incredibly difficult for me – not only in being away from him but parenting on my own. It helped that we spent the whole week texting back and forth, following daily rituals, and talking about his plans when he returned. Saturday the kids were gone all day, and he was the one dropping them off in the morning. We had originally planned for me to be kneeling when he returned home from the drop off. But with the morning chaos I began to get mixed signals about if we were going to follow through or not. I started to get irritated and preemptively disappointed. And then all of a sudden I stopped myself from spiraling any further and talked to him instead. He reassured me he hadn’t forgotten about our plans, and then apologized for making me wonder. “As your Dom I shouldn’t make you worry about follow through. I’m sorry and I will do better.” When he got home we had an amazing time. My first time kneeling for him and his first fully planned scene. I was so glowy and happy afterward.
Later we were out shopping and came across a Christmas ornament that said “Naughty” in glittery letters. He said, “Let’s get it. I have an idea.” I was excited and (because I over think and worry about the opinions of others) started to look for other things to buy so it wouldn’t be too obvious. He stopped me and said, “No we’re just getting this. And you’ll be the one to buy it.” I stammered and got nervous and embarrassed. I protested a little but he stayed firm and I changed the mind – I wanted to do it and please him. I bought it and he was proud of me for conquering my anxiety. It was such a little thing but really blew me away and was such a turn on.
When we got home that night I needed a shower. He said to go upstairs and he would get me ready for it. In the midst of doing some chores I forgot his instruction and got undressed. He came upstairs and said, “Didn’t I tell you to wait for me?” I got that same butterfly feeling as before and knew what was about to happen. Surely enough he ordered me bent over on the bed and spanked my ass bright red.
“You’re going to remember what I said next time, aren’t you?”
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3 Replies
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Such a beautiful moment while shopping! It’s amazing what our Doms do for our confidence:)
Always
Kleine -
What a great weekend you had. I love that he recognized your anxiety and helped you overcome it. 🙂 It’s also really nice that he realizes his responsibility in making sure you aren’t wondering about follow-through. Nice job stopping the spiral and communicating your doubts. I am working on that, too. 🙂
No I’m curious, though…what did you do with the “naughty” ornament? ;p
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He requested that I incorporate it into one of my daily protocol photos – so I’ll be doing that this week. I’m thinking red lingerie and hooking the ornament onto a blush pink choker I have.
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