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Seeing Wholenees Where There Once Was Brokeness
One of my biggest problems in life but especially since my illness, it realizing that I need and deserve to be taken care of. Since Sir ᏩᏯ started making some rules for me, I have finally realized that taking care of myself is NOT doing nothing, resting is not inherantly lazy and unproductive. I was scolded my entire childhood for not being productive, and it has at times enveloped me. I’ve felt for years that my times of fatigue and needing to rest are lazy and unproductive, as if I could just will myself to not feel so tired. But now, when I hear that inner demanding and clueless voice telling me that I should be doing something, I hear my loving Sir ᏩᏯ reminding me to take care of HIS Toy, his favorite toy, ME! 😀 So, I’ll rest when I’m too tired and refuse to feel guilty about it. If the persons belonging to those voices were standing before me saying those things, I’d listen to my Sir ᏩᏯ without hesitation. <3
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