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Safe from past demons
I climb into his lap when I feel overwhelmed by life and past memories. He puts my head on his shoulder and holds me like you would hold a fussy baby or a grumpy 2 year old. I can feel my breathing slow as “fight/flight/freeze” urges of my brain calm down. “Little girl, you are so safe when you are here”, he whispers as he strokes my hair. My hand reaches up to hold tightly to his shirt as if holding on for my life. He rocks me gently in our large chair. Often I fall asleep knowing that nothing bad can reach me. He gently undresses me for bed, hands me my medicine, and tucks the blankets around me tightly round me.
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3 Replies
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This is absolutely beautiful. The trust you have for your Sir is evident, and gives you such a solid platform to grow in your submission. lovely….
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Cherished, it is beautiful that you are able to crawl into the safe space of your Sir’s arms for love and comfort. Sir Ed knows my favorite place in the whole wide world is simply in his arms. We begin and each day by cuddling. As Angelica mentioned, the love and trust you have in your Sir is evident in everything you write. I love following your journey!
~ subMarie
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This is beautiful! I’m so glad you have that safe place in your Sir’s arms. I can really relate to your story and look forward to following your journey!
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