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Possessed By You!
Durning DownTime a while ago I had asked for my Sir to help me with different positions so that I appear to his liking. He accepted my request and asked me why I wanted to do this. I immediately got defensive and reacted. “Because we are doing D/s and that apart of it. What do you mean why?” He dismissed me and said nothing more. I had frustrated him with my tone. I was frustrated. What did he mean WHY? Time went by and he hadn’t followed through with instructing me. And I couldn’t shake this feeling of things not being what I need. During the next DownTime I asked for some different rituals to help me transition the mindset from vanilla to submission. We decided once I put the kid down I would sit at his feet in nothing but panties and my collar and read him something. A blog, chapter from my book, my journal, anything I feel I needed to share. It just didn’t happen. He didn’t ask I didn’t volunteer. Then LK posted the Journal Prompt Sitting at your Sir’s feet. I had to follow through without instruction. I had to feed his Dom. The next night I sat at his feet but I didn’t read. I felt so peaceful. So the next night I did not hesitate. Finally I felt that feeling I was searching for. I felt possessed by my Sir as he sat there enjoy his show petting my head. I belonged to him. And that’s when it hit me. That’s why I wanted to kneel for him, that’s why I want him to perfect my posture with the sting of his crop. I want to feel POSSESSED by my Sir. It makes me feel complete. I shared immediately with him. But he already knew. He was just waiting for me to figure it out. Becoming my Dom he knew what I was needing before I knew myself. But I needed to figure it out on my own.
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