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My Body Belongs to Him
I have really been struggling recently with really feeling like his submissive. I was starting to feel like maybe this wasn’t going to work out. But we talked a lot and discovered that we both really want this. Even after an intense downtime, I was still struggling with feeling his ownership. I was reading something on here about touching your body while calling out his name. So while I was in the shower I tried it. At first I called out his given name but didn’t quite feel anything. So I tried a second time, this time calling him by Sir. The name he has told me to call him by in our D/s relationship. Suddenly I felt completely different. My body felt that familiar ache of pleasure. I didn’t touch my body in asexual way but just the act of touching myself all over claiming each part of myself as his was exhilarating. I finally feel like I am his. I finally feel like I completely belong to him, body and soul.
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5 Replies
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Kitten, that is wonderful!! Happy for you! In the beginning there is a lot of getting to know ourselves again.. what we are capable of and not. This dynamic presents things very different from the vanilla relationships that most of us came from. You did something great for your own D/s by 1) TRYING and 2) succeeding!! We have all been in the vanilla, and most of us know what it feels like to give up on something.. in D/s we will all find out together in our own time what it feels like NOT to give up!! We will all get that feeling of success several times as we learn new things. BRAVO!
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I like that you knew there was more and you pursued it. I am going to try your example and see if that helps me in that area. Thanks for sharing a learning moment.
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That’s awesome kitten!!! I have heard of people writing their Sir’s name in Sharpie, especially on body parts that they are insecure about.
Hugs!!
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@charmedkarma I’m glad I tried something.. sometimes it’s so hard to step out.
@alaskawife You should try it! I hope you experience something like I did. Happy to share my experience.
@staci-amb-wmizell I’ve heard of that as well. That seems like something that would take me to a very emotional place as I have many insecurities about my body. But to see yourself as you husDom sees you is a whole new thing.
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What a beautiful exercise, kitten. I love this so much. Being claimed my Sir…feeling his posession over every part of my body is the most amazing feeling. I can more easily trust his perception of me, and erase the negative ways I see myself, when I truly acknowledge his ownership over all of those areas that cause be grief. As part of accepting my request for his Domination in our FA, my Sir wrote his name on me in Sharpie..in some delicious places. It was so impactful…
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