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Living life as a freshly married, freshly d/s-m, young mother
Let me start off with an introduction. My username is AvidGamerGirl because I love video games. In fact, I love most things that men love. From early childhood until now, I have felt like I was suppose to be born a male. I’m 24, about to turn 25 on July 27th 2017. I get along with males much better than I do females, and my sexual orientation is pansexual. Pansexual means “love knows no bounds”. It’s a beautiful thing. I’ve never known homophobia. My husband (24 currently) has never been in a solid relationship, let alone a solid d/s-m relationship. When I met him he lacked confidence terribly. He felt like a child. Over the 1 1/2 years we’ve been together, I have made him feel so much more like a man. I’ve had experience with BDSM in the past, he never has. When I came to him and told him that I wanted him to take complete control, he was so confused. He wanted so badly to be masculine and confident, and he knew that controlling me would help him get there. He accepted my request and has been committed daily. But we are constantly struggling. With 3 children (8, 5, and 5 months, the two oldest having different fathers) it has been extremely hard to solidify our marriage let alone our d/s-m. But, we are extremely committed. We have already practiced scenes, bondage, and punishments. We are very pleased by this lifestyle. We have found that beginning this lifestyle is enjoyable but also very hard. We try to maintain in public. We enjoy it very much. Emotions are hard to control. Especially for us. We have been stressed, depressed, overwhelmed, and dramatic a lot lately. Anyone else feeling the same?
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