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Introduction
Hi!
I may be coming at this from a different angle then most, but I’m very happy to find like minded people.
I started having dreams about submission starting at a very young age. I, to this day, don’t know where they came from. I come from a very vanilla home. I married my college sweetheart, but he didn’t have a dominant bone in his body. I struggled for years and unfortunately that marriage ended.
After healing and rebuilding myself up, I started in the dating scene and met my now fiancé (our wedding keeps getting postponed..thanks COVID!) I remember on one of our first dates, we were watching a movie and he reached over and pulled me to him, snuggled me in, and it was just natural for him. What a turn on! I then fumbled with how to express what I liked about it…”Thank you for putting me in my place…no, I mean, thank you for putting me where you want me…no, that’s not it completely…thank you for not only putting me where you want me, but that you just did it with command and without hesitation and it made me feel so wanted and safe and wonderful.” Both our eyes lit up. He had always wanted to express himself as a dominant, but never had the opportunity and I had always been looking for my dom. Our relationship has continued to be astounding, but I will say that our exploration in D/s has been rocky.
We had little guidance and no mentors. He had lapses in self confidence and struggled with doubt. We are pretty deep in it and then everything goes cold. It has been back and forth. We both recognize that we love it and it satisfies a deep desire in both of us. We also recognize that we have been cherry picking a lot from the resources we have found. We are strictly monogamous. We are lifestyle people, not just a scene here or there. We were so excited to find this community! We hope that it will give us the guidance and support that we both so desperately need!
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