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Helloo-
Greenlit kitten here!
Just new to this site-(🙏 thank God & Sir for leading us here)
my husband Sir and I have been married (with 2 kids 13 and 11) 15 years together for 18yrs? with some kink all along the way. Still pretty new to D/s we are working on a contract and negotiations and trying things out as we get an outline of what works for us-
I brought up submission the November before last as a informal idea to Sir and he flew with it-
He spent a year trying to figure it all out for us we’ve crashed a few times and those crashes were mostly me-mostly I think I was afraid I’d lose myself.
weve grown closer than ever and even though it hasnt been a perfect run; it is ours-
Sometimes its felt like a rollercoaster like I’m failing miserably- other times were hitting 10s and totally in sync. The past 1 month has a major turnaround and weve grown alot closer than we ever were.
I knew we had to do something different, we were growing apart he works out of town & only home on the weekends and downtimes exactly the opposite to what we planned 🤷♀️ in the early days-
I think the during the week when hes gone is the hardest for me.
we text we talk on the phone – but it’s kinda like switching back n forth between domming and full sub on the weekend for me that’s what Sir says- during The week with 2 kids an apartment building and an elderly father who needs more more help with things- it’s hard to balance sometimes-
I just cant wait to see him by the weekend but I seem to get out of headspace during the week And it usually trips us up- I really need some help in that dept.
It’s a beautiful Thing to have a place that helps put the Ds into the Marriage!
I’m hoping that being with other marrieds in the lifestyle will help smooth out some worldly thinking of mine and I’ll find new perspectives to help me grow as his kitten.
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So glad to have you here! This is a blog that LK wrote about a ritual that she and Mr. Fox do that I think will help you.
https://submrs.com/dominance-and-submission-ritual/
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