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Hello Sir!
My journal entry for the day:
It has been no secret that the longer Sir dealt with real life drama and fought His depression my submission went from clenched-fisted determination to defeat I have never had the kind of patience I envy in others. So when Shrek and I got to meet each other again for the first time in nearly 2 decades I wanted our relationship not just our D/s to engage in hyper-drive. Which means I have not been the most pleasant wife or sub for a few weeks.
Oh, Sir. There was resonating vibe when you walked in the house last night that was delicious. That feeling, I don’t know if you felt it, but that feeling is what I am craving. That ‘I’m on the verge of being in trouble’ for not predicting or reading your mind. That if I dont move right this second to compliance I sense the disappointment. Welcome home Sir.
Last night’s punishment was oh so bad. I will be ready for you before you come home tonight. By the way I know I was not coherent but this morning my legs clenched just thinking of you demanding the respect you deserved before I closed my eyes for the final time to sleep.
That balance is what I am craving and I hope you are too. I could live every day that way. I know you once said I thrive on chaos. There might be some truth to that. I think it is that excited tension I have been craving all along and didnt know how to get it.
I think that if anyone walked between us they would have gotten shocked from the electric unspoken vibe. Respectfully, I need that from you. It’s funny, LK actually wrote a post on it the other day. I Thought she was talking sexually so I didnt think it applied to us. I am pretty sure I was wrong. I think that Dominant vibe that was so delicious is what she was talking about.
I want heads to turn when we walk through the door, because they too can feel that pull. I want to stand submissively proud that out of everyone in the room you Sir chose me. I want to watch the eyes cut your way, the body language of jealousy begging for “some of that” the confused closet sub’s not understanding why they became aroused because they dont even know what they are missing.
It is easy to comply and I do so joyfully when you take the role that fits you so well.
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2 Replies
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beautifully written Fiona the feelings shared between you and your Sir/Dom/Master are so intense and so deep that they are not understood by the vanilla world
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Fiona,
You and your Sir Are deeply connected. I have watched you for months did deep, learn ….and let go of the past. You both deserve this. You both have wanted and worked hard for it. Cheers.
Xoxo curvy
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