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He fell asleep
I had sucked him off, but he decided to play with me after. I was bound and gagged. He was using the wand to play with me. He looked soooooo bored and he started dozing off and on. It felt so forced. I honestly hated it. He’s had past emotional entanglements with other females. I don’t suspect that at all note but it has made me feel like I’m not enough. Nights like last night make that feeling so much worse. I’m trying to convince myself it was just because he had cum and was tired. That’s not working though.
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Flower,
Sorry you had a rough night. Have you had a chance to talk with your Sir about what happened? If not, I would suggest asking for Downtime and talk to him about your fears and concerns. Open communication is so important, your Sir needs to know what you’re thinking and be given the opportunity to share what was going on with him. I know that I had a very bad habit of letting my mind make up all sorts of things before starting D|s-M and I still struggle with it at time. Good Luck! Please update on how things go. -
Hi Flower,
Is this a new relationship? I know my Sir has had times where he has been exhausted but felt that he needed to pleasure me. And yes, it has fallen flat. I agree with Hisgirl in that you just need to talk about it. I would not take it personally or read anything into it as it could be just a moment when he just was no longer in the mindset. Perhaps he had a long day at work and you really relaxed him.
I noticed it has been a few years since your last post. Welcum back! Join us in the subMrs chat!
sub-Hugs!
subMarie
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