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FA…take two.
I have been meaning to write this since we came back from our anniversary trip a few weeks ago. So now that I have a chance here goes….. When I first asked Sir for this I must say I was scared. Actually I am not sure scared is the right word really. Nervous, anxious, what if he said no, what if he doesn’t understand….ugh it was hard to build up the nerve. I must state before I go any further Sir and I had and still have a wonderful marriage. We don’t argue, agree on a lot, and really it has always been good. I just wanted something more. I was afraid he would take me asking for this the wrong way. So….I chicken out in a sense I wrote a letter. He read it. We researched and started this whole D/s thing. Things went well, we hit the normal bumps but all in all no complaints. I thought that was enough, however (as suggested by LK) I decided to formally ask while on our anniversary trip. I didn’t think it would really be any different but LK said that asking while naked would be so different. Not going to lie….I had my doubts. ( I can see LK shaking her head now, lol). So here it is my formal acceptance…. We get to our room 2 hours latter then planned ( traffic was a nightmare) and first thing Sir wants to do is take a bath in the Jacuzzi tub to relax. We bathed together, washed each other off, then just relaxed together, it was awesome. When we did get out Sir got dressed for dinner then sat on the love seat in the room to wait for me to get ready. I did my hair and makeup then still naked came before him and knelt down. I formally asked him to be my Sir. He pulled me closer, put my head on his lap, stoked my hair. That moment time stood still. I can’t even explain the emotions that were going through my head it was intense. He then thanked me. Thanked me for asking for this, for trusting him, and for giving myself to him. I just can’t express the joy that was there between us. It was like a ahh ha moment for us. We both finally understood. So ladies ( as expected ) Lk was right. there truly is something wonderful about formally asking your Sir for this. I figure a letter was good enough it seemed to be at the time. However, that moment when I actually put it our there to him, when I was truly before him, was heaven and I would do it again and again.
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This is so beutiful! Thanks for sharing.
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Truly
Amazingly
Inspiring
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Absolutely amazing. It brings tears to my eyes. so proud of you, subbie sister!
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