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BDSM bringing me closer to my husband.
So my husband and I have been married for almost 3 years. Recently I’ve felt like I wasn’t enough for him anymore. I cannot explain why but I did. I’ve always been extremely insecure. We’ve tried bondage and stuff but it wasn’t too long ago that he asked me do do a scene with him. Of course I said yes. I love my husband and I want to please him. I want to make him happy. Last night we had an absolutely mind shattering experience. I’ve never in my life felt so sexy, so beautiful, so coveted. I could see it in his eyes. What I do to him. The way not just my submission but my body makes him feel. It was truly a beautiful experience between us. In our daily lives its made a tremendous difference as well. He looks at me differently. His more playful with the way he was when we were first married. (We’ve overcome many trials in our short marriage including the recent loss of his mother) in starting to see the man he used to be. I don’t know how or why but BDSM has brought my husband back to me and I couldn’t be happier. I know my husbands feelings for me have never faltered. He loves me and it may be hard for me to believe that myself sometimes but since starting this I’ve been able to be more honest with him about my insecurities and now he makes it a point to make me feel beautiful every day. I feel like we are finally back to where we were before the hardships came along to test us. We made it through together and it gives me so much hope for anything that comes our way. Its crazy for me that BDSM would be part of that. Im a very conservative type of person. My husband loves that he can bring out the kink in me. Im truly loving this experience and I cannot wait to see how it progresses.
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