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A Unique Beginning for a Triskele
I have perhaps one of the most unique stories to share, my formal acceptances came twice over not because my Sir declined me, but because I have two. I am in no way bragging about this, it is not something ANY of us was seeking, it somehow found us and we have since flourished. 3/17/2015 Maybe it was the liquid courage that gave me strength, I wish I could say this was the case as it seemed an average night, I had only just discovered this site and it gave me hope and thrill I had not known in years. (Must be illegal somewhere 😉 ) Our youngest woke up from a bit of a nightmare so my husband was consoling her and easing her back to sleep, I offered to check her bedding and then took a quick shower as to ‘buy her a good deep sleep’ before we put her back to bed again. I remember how nervous I felt, quick and thorough in the shower trying not to miss any details. I set aside my collar and my anklet and after getting out of the shower I hunted for a very special silk robe he had gifted to me several years ago that had such fond memories attached that always make us smile whenever I wear it for him. I couldn’t find it and tried so hard not to dispair, instead I snatched one of his button up shirts, more specifically a satin night shirt he almost never wears because his skin is too responsive 😉 I slipped into that and hurried to turn on all the led candles I could find and scattered them about the room. Atmosphere, I kept telling myself, its essential to get this right the first time and it must be right for HIM specifically. I then deleted a few songs from my playlist and put on FSOG soundtrack instrumental only, very low key and softly playing in the background. I double checked everything… breathed in, spritzed a touch of ‘my scent’ on and stepped out of our room and gave him a nonchalant thumbs up that all was good and he began the process of carrying her back to bed. I stepped back into the room and paused trying to slow my breathing, repeating to myself my mantra, and listing to myself five things he loves about me and why I wanted to do this and what it meant to me… as I let the last thought slip free from my lips (he loves me with his everything, heart, body and soul) he stepped into the room and I could feel tears rising into my eyes at his face expression. The warmth that passed across his features how much he smiled at how the atmosphere was as he said, ‘perfect…’ (we are both hopeless romantics, the first night spent with him he had candle lit the room and spread rose petals all over the bed! if only I had the petals to do that for him I would have) he knew something was afoot, taking me into his arms with a warm smile and kissing me tenderly as he rubbed my back and shoulders pulling my fingers away and cradling them with care in his hands (I have a nervous tendency to scratch my shoulders) He politely asked me where he should sit and I led him over to the edge of the bed and sat him there then took another deep breath and knelt down between his legs and let the shirt slip free to puddle onto the floor. I could hear him smile ask he asked “What’s this going to be?” I couldn’t help but smile and chuckle a little at that and then regained my composure and began… clearing my closets, speaking openly and as freely as I had never done before, most importantly I made it all about HIM, at the end I looked up at him, I carefully had chosen my words to my best knowledge of him and asked him if he would be my more, M’Lord… my Dom. (yes I know wanting more I did use that as we had just saw FSOG together that friday 🙂 ) He smiled, he smiled as I had not ever saw him smile before and gently cupped my cheeks and said “yes” then kissed me. Tears just spilled, I can feel them brimming up again even as I write this. lets just say I hadn’t felt that alive, perhaps ever! Best sex ever 😉 But the story doesn’t end here like it does for most, I mentioned I have two doms. My husband whom I asked first and foremost he is M’Lord, my alpha. 3/21/2015 I had discussed at length with M’Lord the Triskele, nothing had changed with our agreement and that is something for another post as I am frequently asked ‘how does it work!?!’ Magic. He pressed and encouraged me to take the same careful planning, time and consideration as I did with him with our beta. Surprisingly… it was much more difficult! Not because cleaning the closets or anything but… we openly communicate freely, so much that there was nothing hidden to discuss but there were points and after careful thought I had my FA in mind. Time was granted, and it was short, I showered and tended to the fine details, I lit a dim lamp for him (not romantic but it was appropriate to us) I also shed my clothing, well not all of it, instead I sat clad in a black lace baby doll complete with matching thong. I took off my collar and held it in my lap and was kneeling ‘sidesaddle’ as he often prefers for me to do simply because its easier on me. He entered his room and instantly knew what was afoot. His dark eyes focused on me as I could see that subtle curl at the corners of his mouth, he pulled up his chair and sat before more. I first placed my collar in his hands (symbolic gesture to him, while both he and my alpha had decided upon it he was the one to place it on me and is the one who maintains its upkeep twice a week as a ritual of sorts) he seemed a bit puzzled by the collar being given to him, even perhaps a touch scared but then I started to speak to him. Addressing things relevant to us and making it once again focused on him, but this time rather than after the FA discussing my Alpha I discussed it after I had discussed everything him. and I asked him again in my own words if he would be my Monsieur, my Dom, my Beta… and he knelt down before me, cupped my cheeks and kissed my forehead tenderly then slipped my collar around my neck once more as it clicked shut he whispered quietly, “Yes, M’Lady, my beloved Chinook” This is my story… an FA while encouraged to be done with both was something un-nessicary as we all felt, we openly communicate there is never anything hidden if we didn’t we would have never arrived at this point to begin with but as I said… this is our story and this deep topic is best saved for another post. One blessed Sub with two loving doms M’Lord Metz and Monsieur Wolf Soumis Chinook
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lovely thanks for sharing i can somewhat see your dynamic as i have a master and a mistress.
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