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An unexpected reset
He came home wanting to spankings my ass!!
It was a super tough afternoon with kids poor attitudes and behavior. I got super angry a couple times and had to walk away and take breaks to calm back down.
When he asked what he could to help me. My immediate thought was some impact to change my mindset and attitude. But I just said there wasn’t time. Rushed on to finish dinner so we could get out of the house on time. Raced to get yet another load of laundry from Mom’s and rush, rush, rush.
I had just come in from getting laundry to boys running around the house instead of eating. Dealt our more correction and then finally a moment to eat my dinner. Just as I took my first bite I heard my name called up the stairs.
I sighed, what next? I just want to eat in peace….grrrr. Up the stairs I go. What does he want now??
I walk up asking what he needs. “Shut the door and lock it, I need time with you.” Whew. Turn to the door and take a deep breath for patience on not getting some just me down time moments. Obey obey obey. And turn back around.
He had been clearing the chair so I figured it was kneeling and talking. Instead he bends me over the bed and pulls my pants down. A little over 50 swats on my right cheek later and some pussy fingering he turns me around to kiss. Then encourages me that I am doing great and taking care of our sons in a way he is proud of.
We head downstairs and I now feel completely calm and smiley. It was like a switch was flipped and everything is right in the world again. I wasn’t irritated. I wasn’t in a rush. I wasn’t agitated. I was ready to take it all in and face things head in again in a calm collected fashion.
Who knew such a simple thing would make such a different. I don’t this it was even a full 5 minutes that he took to care for me in this unconventional way.
Thank you. I love you.
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