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I did it!
So, last evening I was reading everyone’s posts about Formal Acceptance. I loved reading all of the stories and the great responses the subs were getting from their Sirs. But to be honest, I was terrified of doing it myself. So many issues were running through my head. First, and really my biggest issue is my body. I have lost a lot of weight over the past year but I have a lot still to go. The thought of being completely naked on my knees in front of Sir was making me want to crawl under a rug. Sir and I have been married a long time but I’ve never been comfortable naked. Then I read all of the subs on here feeling sexy when they are doing FA and I want to cry. But I also really wanted this and needed to do it. I needed to know for sure if he was “all in” and I don’t want him to miss out on all of the aspects of D/s|M because of my hang ups. So when he went into the bathroom, I went into the bedroom and was standing there waiting for him. When he came into the bedroom Sir thought I was just waiting there because he was going to take a shower and after his showers I have been doing the BJ challenge. So anyways… I was standing there and Sir comes in and says; “I don’t want you to be on your knees waiting for me.” so of course, I start to think the worst but then I just ask him why. Sir says he doesn’t want me to feel like I have to but if it makes me happy I can. I tell Sir that it does make me happy but if it doesn’t make him happy then I won’t do it. Sir then says, Oh it makes me happy but I just want to make sure you want it. I told Sir, I do want to do it. Sir then went into the bathroom to shower and I wait on my knees with my robe on but not tied. When Sir is done he comes in to the bedroom and I ask him if he would sit on the bed so I could ask him something. He says yes and sits down. When he does I take a deep breath and slip my robe off my shoulders. I then try to talk and of course start crying (I am so nervous). Sir just rubs my arm and asks me if I’m ok. I tell him that I’m ok. I then go on to say that I know he is more of an “actions speak louder than words person” and that over the past few weeks he has shown me how he feels about this lifestyle but I want him to understand that I want this fully, with all the protocols, and rituals, and everything that goes along with it. I then looked up at him and said Sir, I want to formally ask you to be my Dominant, to guide me and teach me as we walk through this life. Sir took my chin and said, Girl, I would love too. He gave me a sweet kiss and my heart was full.
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13 Replies
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Dear Hisgirl,
Your formal acceptance story is beautiful. I’m so pleased that you shared it. I could feel your trepidation in taking your robe off for your Sir. You were very brave lady! He’s on board and you are both off to a fabulous start. Congratulations.
Warmest regards,
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Congratulations, It is a beautiful moment.
Guin
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Thank you both for the kind words!
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HisGirl,
Thank you so much for sharing this tender moment in your journey with us. The nervousness that you felt is shared by so many subbies! You have an amazing Sir too! I love that he is so thoughtful of you and cares for you so deeply. You are about to embark on an unforgettable adventure together and I am so glad that you are a part of the site and look forward to hearing more about your journey!
Much Love,
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Thank you parapluie! I’m glad I found this community.
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Congratulations! I’m so proud of your bravery – I very much relate to these same issues. Thank you for sharing this with us!
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Thanks Darling! It’s such a struggle for me.
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Hisgirl,
Thank you so much for sharing your story with us! Congrats on doing your FA!!
I look forward to chatting with you more!!Best Wishes,
Luna
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Thanks Luna. Chatting with everyone here gives me the motivation to be courageous!
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His Girl,
I loved reading your story!! Congratulations!! And i look forward to hearing more about your story.
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Thanks Lady!
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Congratulations on your FA his girl! I’m so happy for you, thats such a special moment. I’m glad you shared it with us.
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Awe! HisGirl that is such a sweet and lovely story! Thank you so much for sharing it with all of us! Congratulations on your FA! It really is a special moment. I was terrified when I did mine as well! Just remember you are always beautiful and perfect in your Sir’s eyes! <3
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