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Then Master came out to play…
The other night was like pretty much every other night. Sir arrived home, I helped him with his shoes, we ate dinner, put the kiddos to bed, and grabbed our wine/whiskey nightcap we only allow ourselves on the weekends. Then we settled into our “spots” on the couch and read our usual D/s-M article and discussed what did, did not, or could with tweaking relate to our personal journey. It was an excellent discussion, but not earth shattering. After our discussion, we settled in to watch a current binge worthy show. Not 10 minutes into it, Sir paused the show and said “Prix” in a firm voice. My scalp tingled and I immediately replied with “Sir?”. Sir motioned to his lap as he does when he calls down time and I stripped and took my place. He started with “We need to talk”, and of course I was terrified. The discussion, however, completely blew my mind.
Sir started talking about what this dynamic means to him, and what he envisions it being in the future. He started telling me about HIS needs for a change and the type of Dom he knew himself now to be. Sir made it very clear that he wanted to be my Master except in scene where he very happily would fill the role of sadistic Daddy. He wants a 24/7 ebb and flow that grows and evolves. Sir wants me to be his sub in all things at all times.
As he spoke, he seemed to change in front of my eyes. His voice was strong and he was confident and demanding in what he needed from me. I realized that this talk wasn’t about saving our marriage or cautiously giving me what I was asking for. This talk was about making HIS formal acceptance speech. This was all about HIS Dom. Inside, my subby heart started to clap, then dance, then wiggle in excitement. When he finished petting my hair and asked “Are you able and willing to be the sub that I need?” I couldn’t help but cry and stutter my very emphatic YES! After a sweet “good girl” he confidently demanded I prove it by kneeling in wait for his “attentions”. Needless to say, I had a very good night.
Sir has changed so much since Saturday night, which means our dynamic has as well. We have grown since that night in a way I had almost been too afraid to hope would ever happen. That night will live in my memory for the rest of my life as the night Master came out to play.
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I was looking up formal acceptance as I’m preparing for mine and this was the first post. I just want to give you a big ol sub hug and tell you I’m so happy for you. That had to be such an amazing night. Love and Hugs 🤗
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