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Why do I feel embarrassed?
I have been in a committed relationship with a DOM for two years. He enjoys all aspects of the lifestyle. His heart desires a true submissive. When I met him I knew nothing of the lifestyle. Slowly, slowly he has taught me. I struggle all the time. When I say certain things or give him certain things, I struggle with this feeling of “selling out”- this internal turmoil.
He tells me I come in and out of submission at my own will. That I need to be consistent, yet I find it so hard unless it’s sexual.
It submission something you are born with or can it be developed?
I want to please him so that in itself is a submissive act.
I’ve never met about her Submissive to talk with. Maybe it just feels isolating at the moment.
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