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My take on the weekly task
Making Sir a treat he loves I dont know is manageable this week, but I have put my own spin on it. I will be adding to a list of things I want to do. To understand I need to share some history.
Pre D/s-M Sir and I had no proper understanding how my asd and add impacted me, throw undiagnosed anxiety and depression in the mix and i was quite the catch. Sir cooked almost every meal, Sir cleaned more than me, Sir did the grocery shopping, Sir works full time, I part time, Sir didnt feel loved because I was emotionally distant. Then I cooked every few weeks, maybe, sometimes less, struggled to clean, yet always complained to Sir about how “unfair” I had it. He loved me but he was miserable. I dont blame him.
Since D/s-M the first thing i requested he take control of is a cleaning schedule. He comes home nowdays and can actually relax. Now onto my task..I have a book, cleaning jobs from one end of the house to the other. Those sometimes jobs that are never done. For when I have spare time I work on something in that list until I have a room completed. So today it was the main toilet, i steam cleaned the grout, swept, scrubbed, dusted and made that space sparkle. Anytime I do something from that book, i do it with quiet space to reflect on my submission. Tasks I’m doing to please Sir. I’ve come to realize what an awful time my Sir had. Through it all his love never faltered. He will come home, he will notice what I’ve done-he always does, Sir will have dinner cooked today, my daily chores done. Seeing him coming home pleased I’ve done my tasks giving him the ability to relax like he deserves leaves me feeling pleased. It feels really good to put Sir first!
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