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Brand Spanking (ha!) New
Hello! Husband and I have enjoyed bondage sex the last several years. It’s very exciting for me to allow him all control in the bedroom. Now he is wanting to bring it out of the bedroom… I am scared to death. He doesn’t work in the same town we live in. Sometimes he is home for a weekend and then will be gone for 2 weeks. It’s a pretty horrible situation but it’s a great job and pays college for our kids. Last week he came home and we were to being our transition. I waited for him as he instructed. Only panties, on the floor, kneeling. When he raised my chin and asked me to repeat our affirmation tears fell down my cheeks. It was so emotional. When he led me to the bedroom, it just got worse. I ended up crying like a baby while in handcuffs and ankle shackles. I couldn’t get into my headspace. I took a bath with my husband sitting by the tub constantly running his fingers through my hair or holding my hand. We went back to bed soon after and made passionate love. I think it’s exactly what we both needed at the time. The next day was spent in service to him without any real D/s names. I just did what I knew he wanted. He’s away again and wants to truly commit. When I told him my worries today about losing who I am, he said he wanted to suspend this and continue our wonderful and loving marriage. He told me over and over he was okay. But, deep down, I know he wants to try and see if this will work for us. Advice? Suggestions? I have read and read and read from this wonderful page all day today. You ladies are fabulous.
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