• Learning submission D|s-M

  Wants and Needs

  Posted by Veruca on at

  I want to let go.
  I want to be vulnerable.
  I want to get out of my head.
  I want to relax.
  I want to trust.
  I want to listen.
  I want to learn.
  I want to communicate.
  I want to kneel.
  I want to journal.
  I want to have downtime.
  I want to have playtime.
  I want to explore.
  I want to feel fulfilled.
  I WANT THIS D/s!

  I NEED to realize that what I WANT, I can have, as soon as I stop being greedy.
  I NEED to remember that Sir has promised to give this all to me, as long as I relinquish the control.
  I NEED to require more of myself and allow Sir to guide me in order to build our dynamic to fit us.

  kinkerbell replied 9 years ago 3 Members · 5 Replies
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  What’s holding you back?

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  Veruca

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  I was very frustrated and hurt yesterday when I wrote this (Sir and I had a very bad downtime the night before)…it is more of a written reminder of what Sir and I are striving for. Yes, there are somethings on that list that I am still working on and with those things, it is usually myself that is holding me back. This process is not easy and sometimes it makes you raw with emotion. I was in a tail spin yesterday and had to ground myself.

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  Hugs!

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  Veruca

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  We had a very good downtime last night and got back on track…it’s all good again. Thanks hun!

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  kinkerbell

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  Glad everything is going well.

  Strangely enough the same thing happened to us 3 days ago.
  Hugs bugs

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